Wednesday, May 7
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Parsky Doodledoo needed you at 5:00 PM
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Monday, July 24
I don't have any classes today because of the typhoon i guess and honestly, i don't like them cancelling classes. It's just that i don't like the feeling of being here at our house and waiting for the night to come so that i could sleep already. I want to see my friends, I really want to be with them because graduation will be coming near and we don't have enough time to enjoy each other's company. After we graduate next year (January 2007 hopefully), we're not even sure if we can still meet up and do some old things or just completely hangout. All our schedule will surely be different from each other. Im just afraid that the time will come and everything's going to change, and that no matter what I do, things will never go back to where it was before.
Parsky Doodledoo needed you at 5:33 PM
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Monday, June 12
People as they say it that they would just be there if ever you need someone to talk to are sometimes fake. Some people would have just said it for some good reasons, reasons that would only make them look good, good in a sense that you'll think that they're your friends through thick and thin. The usual line " just call me if you need someone to talk to" are sometimes said but not really meaning it. No, im not saying that all of the people are like this. I just want to burst out some disappointment in here. Sometimes no matter how easy or hard your problem is, you just gotta solve or face it alone, for you to avoid the disappointment that you might get. I really don't know what the hell im saying right now. But that's just reality that we should face...
Parsky Doodledoo needed you at 10:15 PM
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Sunday, June 11
I had a conversation with a friend last friday... I think it was one of the best conversations i have ever had. We just started talking about some silly things that we did back then, our lives during our gradeschool and highschool days, and how different we are right now. Until it became one serious conversation and i found myself having a tear ready to fall from my eyes. I tried to cover it, tried not to show it with my friend until she said that she's beginning to cry... We just found ourselves having tears in our eyes, ready to roll down on our cheeks. I think we didn't know that in our conversation, we are already trying to burst out our anger, pain, sadness, or whatever you call it. I suddenly became the person that i never used to be, expressing the sadness that i have been trying to hide in front of my friends. That person can make me show my real self. My friend just doesn't know it. But thank you my friend.. thank you..
Parsky Doodledoo needed you at 9:15 PM
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Tuesday, May 30
Some people are sometimes insensitive to the feelings of others. they tend to not think of what others might feel on the things that they've said or done. they're just like that, its really not their fault and i understand them. we can't blame them for being like that. if they really care for their friend, they should know that they have hurt his/her feelings in the first place, they should have sensed it already or sometimes they just need to say something, something real for the hurt to go away.
i dont know if im just being immature again, but i'm quite disappointed to someone who is sometimes insensitive. leaving me behind all the time. i expected that person to be by my side or to stick with me. it happened not once but many times already. ofcourse i don't want to let this person know what im feeling because im really afraid of what this person would think. i guess im just not brave enough to show my emotions. i would just let the pain go away after a couple of hours or if not, in a couple of days. i tend to let it go and not let it stay with me so that it would be easy for me to smile again...
Parsky Doodledoo needed you at 10:21 PM
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